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The Praying Mantis At My Window
a rhyming sestina in iambic pentameter
A tangled web, delapidated, gray,
beyond all thought of occupation, no
one lives among the strands. A place to pray
perhaps in pensive, quiet whispers, low
amid the sounds of spiders gone away.
A home for one with nowhere else to go.
I had a place myself some time ago
like that: uninsulated, ceiling gray,
the pipes exposed, the paint had flaked away,
uncovering a dingy rainbow, no
more colorful than dirt. Your head bent low
in your abode, you are about to pray
they say, if it is but a stance to pray.
I see you come alone, I see you go,
and ev'rything you've captured high and low.
Your home is open, secrets mine, the gray
misunderstanding of this world has no
importance here. Ashamed, I look away,
a window separates us. "Not this way,"
were I the sort, the words that I would pray.
I do not think that you are praying. No
mere prayer can offer succor where you go.
Nor mantra nor a rosary with gray
unyielding beads and silver cross swings low
enough to reach the insect world. Too low,
too green your chitin, much too far away
from God, triangular your head, and gray
your eyes, too wicked I presume to pray.
Too gruesome is your appetite to go
to Heaven's golden table. It is no
exaggeration saying God has no
intent for Hell if not for you, a low
point in creation. Each of us must go
along our path. Your sacreligious way
alarms the saints and mocks the faithful. Pray,
when black is split from white, you're lost in gray
on Judgment Day. I like the way you go
about it: pray for gray, don't feel too low,
just getting by, a trick I also know.
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