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Ants
in free verse
I was walking along just as I was supposed to,
just as my kind have done for a hundred million years,
following the meandering trail of chemical scent
that some other fellow had laid out, ostensibly
leading through the forest to some unknown goodies,
a veritable pot of gold at the end of a pheromone rainbow.
So, in fact, I wasn't looking for you at all.
You tell me that you don't believe in coincidence;
I don't believe in anything but happenstance and
the chaotic juxtaposition of theretofore unrelated events.
If I called it fate, you would accuse me of insincerity,
since you are certain that I don't believe in that either.
I was walking along just as I was supposed to,
my six legs were maneuvering across a mat
of dried leaves, brittle pine needles, navigating
around rocks, yellowed mushrooms and exposed roots
of the giants towering above us. Admittedly
insignificant, that hasn't bothered me for some time.
I ran into you. I kept going because, lapses aside,
I am generally a good soldier. I try to get along
with the rest of the colony, carefully consider
my transgressions of the law so that they go unnoticed
by everyone and, as a result, from the larger perspective,
don't exist at all. In other words, I'm innocent.
The pot of gold was nothing but a stinking possum
carcass. Talk about letdowns. As I carried my hunk
of meat back, I found you again. You weren't hauling
any food. I should've known then there was something
wrong, did I say wrong, I meant, unique about you.
I should have known the troubles to expect.
You got me to wander off the path, evil temptress,
I mean liberator. You convinced me to invest
so much time, love, and energy into life with you
that the thought of leaving became a remote
impossibility. Yes exactly more or less this is
how it happened. The other possibilities are gone.
And here we are, still in the forest, wandering.
We have long ago lost the chemical scent.
Our destination peaceably unknown, our path
one of alternating warmth and chill as we move
from shadow to sunlight in the random patches
of the canopy above us. Doesn't sound too bad.
As I think about it, of all the ways of wandering,
this pathless pilgrimage with you seems the finest.
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